What Can and Can Not Be Accomplished

It may be difficult to I recently had to let a client go.  His business was not benefiting from my work, and I was not benefiting from working more and more hours per day on his project, a high performance sustainable materials startup utilizing formulations from former NASA materials scientists.  Sounds like the perfect project for an ethical remote influencer, doesn't it?  I pushed for people to step aside in his path, who were hostile to him, as well as for people to give his startup attention and assistance as he was without means for getting his business off the ground.  I pushed people to invest in his business and group pushed for his business to receive a lot of financial interest, filtering for investors with hundreds of millions of dollars to come forward and give him support.  I even pushed for him to get a day job, which also refused to materialize.  In every case his business failed to completely close on investors and interested parties that had "appeared" in his life to become a part of his business.  I worked six months for 4-16 hours per day without remuneration on this project before finally taking the advice of a friend of mine involved in Access Consciousness to cut him loose because of his inability to receive my energy.  Why?  I believed in his product and as an engineering designer knew that sustainability was an important aspect of future engineering and construction.  Upon informing him then, that I was no longer going to be working for his business I was treated to the toxic aspect of his energy and given a taste of what others doing business with him were experiencing.

But all of that is academic in hindsight because I had failed to trust my initial feedback about the success of this project, which was that he would not pay me and his startup would go nowhere.  In that I had failed to do something important in my research of his startup, and that was to look into him, to scan him for the kind of person he was.  He was convincing of his sincerity in intending to bring a high level of performance and sustainability to the materials market, and in that I placed my confidence.  He was also personable.  As time went by, however, there was nothing but failure on the part of my pushing of businessmen to invest in him.  My feedback was saying that they were seeing him as being disagreeable, angry, paranoid, arrogant.  These were not characteristics I was seeing in him in my daily conversations with him, so I attributed them to the people he was attempting to do business with.  That was my error in thinking.

When a client is a person with an aspect to their personality that makes them react to stress with toxic energy, that is something to take note of.  There is a mind in us that is our human mind of intention, and there is a mind in us that is an alien creation that comes from without.  I won't go into that in depth here, I will just say read Carlos Casteneda's last book, The Active Side of Infinity for more on that.  Petty concerns changing quickly to toxic rage is an indicator that this is what the problem is.  I have found it to be most prevalent in people with personality disorders and chemical imbalances, such as bipolar disorder.  I think it is also present in people with apparently even tempered personalities that have a strong emotional reaction of fear to the possibility of success.  How does one manage to become afraid of success?  That is a good question, but the point is that such people do exist, and will react with violent rage and paranoia, suspicion and success canceling behaviors to the "threat" of financial success.  I say that the alien mind is a part of this because it makes no sense in the realm of the human mind of clear intent and accomplishment exceeding the focus on self, which is the place from which much that is about larger monetary achievement comes from.  A person can only use so much money for their needs as a human in the human world.  After that their achievements in that realm become philanthropic or, as in the case of Howard Hughes, for example, they become hopelessly addicted to the self and prey to heavy parasitization.

The next phase of my work in remote influencing is then to explore the places humans cancel themselves out from success.  My work is at present entirely pro bono while I examine this area and seek to know where I can and cannot effect prosperity.  Without the issue of payment for a while I believe my explorations will be unhindered by expectation.  More on that in the next post.